So, lately i haven't felt motivated to work or do anything at all, i feel extremely exhausted and often down, too.
Even when i try to come up with something it being whatever it is, it never works out.
I always end up giving up in the middle of whatever i'm doing and it makes me feel terrible.
There's so many things and projects i have to do and i want to do, but i just can't muster any strength or motivation to do anything.
I've tried everything i possibly thought of: sleeping correctly, talking to friends, family, but even then at the end of the day i feel exactly the same.
There are times i just feel like isolating myself from the world too and i don't have control over it. Sometimes i disconnect for a few days, sometimes for months.
And during that period even though i really want to, i can't get myself to talk to any of my friends and that destroys me completely.
I just don't know what to do. i hate venting like this, but i can't keep it all to myself anymore.